And my drum saves the day again, I feel very grateful for having this instrument in my life. Deep pain, deep core wounds hit,Nowhere to goNowhere for solaceNow it is soNo one to reach out toNo one to seeI sit on the bed (and look up)My drum smiles at meHolding you close to my heart…Continue reading Loving Compassion (an ode)
Category: Shamanism
10 years of going solo
Ten years ago, I was standing on the edge of a high, reddish-brown cliff. As far as my eyes could see, there was nothing, just desert. Nothing but sand and rock and cliffs and more of the same. A low pitch zoom, buzzing from below, slowly ascended. A slowly pulsating mass of electrical connections, with…Continue reading 10 years of going solo
The day it rained gratitude
There is nothing more precious, nothing more joyous than being pregnant and feeling a baby alive inside of you. And, loosing a child is one of the worst things ever that can happen to a woman.. This is for all the women out there who had stillbirths, to honor their memory and their loss <3…Continue reading The day it rained gratitude
Dark forest of pine
LostMouth open – unable to closeNothing comes outStuckFull with empty matter – stuckMale dominance – stuckNo transition – stuckMore silence – stuckNo complaints – stuckServeNo complaintsWe fill you as we pleaseNo resistanceWe fill you so you cannot make a soundStuckWe stuff youWe stuff youIf _we_ cannot – you willFillFillFillNo complaintsYou will be fullNo complaintsDark goo…Continue reading Dark forest of pine
Mooney tunes
The Moon cycle governs many a life on this beautiful blue ball. Generation upon generation of humans lived in total synchrony with its cycle. And, in a certain abstract way, looking at our calendar year and its units of months, we still do. But do we really? Speaking for myself, not so long ago, I…Continue reading Mooney tunes